the dreamscape

The dreamscape can be many things to different people, but right now what it is to me can be summed up in but one word and that is jumbled.... I and others around me keep having the dreams, we seem to think the mean something, but I don't know what it is. Am I just hallucinating and thinking I remember things that don't exist or did they really happen and they fade because of the real? I would that I could but remember and ask a question or .... million... Right ...

Various sources keep telling me that what I seem to be searching for isn't really there. It is with in myself. Am I battling my karma, or is there something deeper to it all? I don't think anything I do is as it seems, the veils are hidden with in themselves, the hidden stay that way because they know how the searchers will look. Its not the first time around the cycle... but maybe its the last....

Many questions plauge me, but I best get back to school now so I can get back to celebrating my birthday, and the start of a new year of existence...

Safe travels and take it easy,
~Wayfarer