wow....

What the hell just happened? ....

Have you ever had one of those experiences where you feel like you just missed the plot? One of those double take moments that result in a face thats like O.o when ever you think about it?

Sometimes life just makes one's head spin. Ya just gotta go with the flow I guess and see where things go.... and try not to think about things too much.

Silence is confusions best friend.

Confusion fufilled,
~Wayfarer

This evening I had an eye opening time. I realized what a warped world we live in. The world I and others (ie you the reader(s)) exist in is one of segregation. How ever we segregate not on race, but rather on intelligence, and the things that go along with it. Those who are smart tend to stay with those who are smart, and any difference is immediately pounced upon.

Our world is both rich and poor in many ways, but how do we know where we fall? The reality of it is we're all the poor in something, compared to some one else. We may be rich in one aspect, for example ideas, intelligence, money, or something else, but there is always some one out there who has more.

Some people can take this is a good way, being thankful, others will take it poorly. The difference really isn't the issue of how people view it all. Its how we view each other. No matter how different some one is from you in visible or invisible ways, we should all try at least a little to welcome them into our lives and spread the vaulable item that is friendship.

Friends can be around for long or short times, impact you deeply or not, but in the end no matter how small taking the time for someone else can leave an impact. And that impact can last forever.

Trying to change the invisible, for only others can see the change in ones self,
~Wayfarer

Sorry no words of wisdom, or random attempts at guiding people through rants today.... well maybe...

But today I'm taking a bit of time for myself. I like everyone else in the world feels frustrations, and no matter how accomplished anyone may be at letting things go eventually its too much, like trying to fill a full cup with more water.

It makes me angry. These things. Frustration, anger, rage, sadness, all words to describe emotions or feelings. I feel many things but good things they are not always. Words like emotions have double meanings. The hide themselves through veils like things like etiquette and self control. The simple things can have huge impacts even if its not too you.

It all hurts so much. But I don't know what to do. How does one cope? Maybe I'm misguided, maybe I'm prideful, maybe I'm just stupid or some other reason, but what can be done? Is there a deeper meaning?

A wanderer is lost,
~Wayfarer