Hmmm.
They say life is about learning right?
But that seems counter intuitive to me... Because learning is relative. What we think is correct now, may very well be wrong later. Take the history of the shape of the earth as an example. Or the layout of the solar system, First geocentric, then heliocentric, now minus one of the planets... Couldn't one say that life is about truth?

"Truth can cause pain. Pain can cause sorrow. Sorrow leads to a spiral. A spiral is human fate."

Fate, a lofty and heavy word. Psychologically there are two centers, or loci, of control that a human will gravitate towards on a spectrum. The first is the inner loci of control. This is the place that people who feel that everything that happens is a direct result of their own actions, like if they get a bad grade its because they didn't study hard enough. With enough effort these people feel they can change anything. The other end of the spectrum is the external locus of control, these people feel that everything that happens both good or bad isn't their fault. If they get a bad grade the test was flawed, if they win a race they were lucky ect...

No matter where you fall on the spectrum between the two points there's always something thats either in your control or totally out of it.

I thought I knew where I was going with this.... maybe things will click later...

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. They say that the present is the most important part of life, but I don't have a goal for the present of the future. It just hurts inside. And its my fault.

Maybe you know what your goal is,
Good luck... Till next time,
~Wayfarer